Love and war.

There is a debate on if love is real. I think in life you have to love yourself in order to learn to live another person. And I have never looked at myself as something to love, that’s probably why I keep getting creeps to try and date me. I give people chances but the catch was I never fell for anyone I never caught feelings saying goodbye was and is always easy for me. I leave because they are falling for me and it’s they’re own fault for falling for me. Don’t expect to fall and not get a scraped knee or something. They fall and expect to land on a ducking happily ever after but that’s bullshit. But I have learned life puts you through shit to learn lessons and my lessons have shown me to love myself I tell everyone to take care of themselves but when I look in the mirror I’ve learned that I have never cared for myself. So I started caring for myself, stopped giving a fuck what they think because I don’t need them. I got hobbies, I started to love and learn myself. 

I read an article about energies and neurological waves. If you think negatively then you will only see the negative side of things. If you yern to see the good in everything than you’ll be happier. If you care too much about what people think than you’ll never really be able just to say fuck off!! 

      So I learned to stop giving a shit. I am a fun loving person that has no time for bullshit. I like wierd things and fun shit, not the mall but actuall adrenaline rush crazy type fun shit. I am not like these people that want drama and long messages. I love face to face, I’ve never been good at texting. It took me a long time to find that out. Be you, learn yourself before you learn someone else. You have to find your worth, you have to know you are priceless and worth so much more than you can imagine. If you suck at driving find room for improvement because some of you take this too literally with every part of your lives. There’s always room for improvement, learn something new, (if you can’t drive pay an Uber or ride a bike On the sidewalk not the middle of the road! haha just some real talk guys). Anyways. 

You should always look at the World through a brand new Lens but you should ALWAYS find room for improvement. Always push yourself to be a better perso